Question

有哪位好心的高手帮忙来翻译一下这些句子？感激不尽！！！

我多少次想把这一段经历记录下来，但不是为这段经历感到愧悔，便是为觉察到自己要隐瞒这段经历中的某些事情而感到羞耻，终于搁笔。自己常常是自己的对立面。
阳光穿窗而入，斜晖在东墙上涂满灿烂的金黄。停留在山水轴上的蛾子突地飞起来，无声地在屋里旋转。太阳即将走完自己的路，但她明日还会升起，依旧沿着那条恒古不变的途径周而复始；蛾子却也许等不到明天就会死亡，变成一墙尘埃。
世上千万生物活过又死去，有的自觉，有的不自觉，但都追求着可笑的生长或永恒。而实际上，所有的生物都获得了永恒，哪怕它只在世上存在过一秒钟。那一秒钟里便有了永恒。我并不想去追求虚无缥缈的永恒。永恒，已经存在于我的生命中了！

Answer 1

How many times I wanted to experience this period of record, but not feel apologetic to the experience is as aware of their own to hide something in this experience felt ashamed, and finally sign off. Is often the opposite of their own.
Sunshine Chuanchuang into the room walls were painted in the East ramp Hui, bright golden. Axis of the moths remain in the landscape Tude fly, silently rotating in the house. The sun is about to finish its own way, but she will shine tomorrow, still remain constant along that way again and again; moths can not wait until tomorrow, but maybe it will die and become a wall of dust.
The world lived and died thousands of biological, some consciously, some unconsciously, but are pursuing the ridiculous growth or eternal. In fact, all organisms have gained eternal, even if it only existed in the world, one second. That second where there was eternal. I do not want to go to the eternal pursuit of illusory. Eternal, is already in my life it!