Question

求一个英语高手给我翻译这么一段话~~万分感谢~~

求一个英语高手给我翻译这么一段话~~万分感谢~~不要中国式英语哈。要地道的美国英语哈~我自己不会翻译，这一刻我才明白，好好念书是多么的重要，做一个有文化的人是多么的重要~~呜呜~~原文如下：
我以为我是上帝。但是很明显我不是。我的灵魂，我的内心，我的信仰，我丢失了。我在寻找自由。做一个自由自在的人，可以在阳光明媚的日子躺在草地上小憩。但那看上去很困难。我深知，这就是生活。我想我还没有找到那些可以让我开怀大笑的人或事，我没有找到热爱并引以为荣的东西。我想我太悲观了。我也知道，一个充满正能量的阳光男孩会更招人喜欢。很久很久以前，我是的。但现在，我知道，我固执的活在我的梦里，即使与世格格不入。

Answer 1

I thought I was god. But I'm not clearly. My soul, my heart, my faith, I lost. I'm looking for freedom. Be a free man, can be in sunny days lying on the grass. But it seems very difficult. I know, this is life. I think I haven't found the people who can make me laugh or something, I didn't find love and something to be proud of. I think I was too pessimistic. I also know that a boy full of positive energy of the sun will be more likeable. Long, long ago, I yes. But now, I know, I'm stubborn live in my dream, even with the world.

Answer 2

Thank you very much