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求翻译，不要百度的唉

求翻译，不要百度的唉And once again I remember my father. He did not want to die a curious kind of living death. He wasn't that kind of person. He wanted to say goodbye to me, and knowing him, he would probably have finished with a joke of some sort. And if the nurses had put the relevant syringe in the cannula, I would have pressed it, and felt it was my duty. There would have been tears, of course there would; tears would be appropriate and insuppressible.

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我又一次想起了我的父亲。他不想想一个活死人一样活着。他不该是那种人。他想和我说再见，如果认识他，会知道他可能已经开了一个玩笑。如果护士把相关的注射器放进套管里，我会压着它，因为我觉得这是我的职责。会有眼泪，当然会有适当的而难以抑制的泪水。
（英语渣，我用机翻加上自己理解来改了下，估计有些问题，还是恬不知耻的求个采纳了(๑´∀`๑)）