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贾斯汀给全体beliver 的信

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justin写给Beliebers的信：

Hi, 我知道最近我已经不是世界上最幸福的那个男孩了，但是我还是我，你们的Justin Bieber.
因为最近几个月发生很多事，对于写信给你们我很害怕也很担心，但是不管怎么样，我还是会写给你们的。自从Believe巡回演唱会开始之后，我的世界就像崩塌了。发生了很多让我崩溃的事情。你们还记得当我染上毒品，女人的时候吗？我的生日就像是一个灾难，你们还记得吗？你们还记得Avalanna的过世吗？你们还记得我在舞台上生病的那次吗？（就是他在演唱会的时候吐了）请你们忘记那些不好的回忆，只用记住一件事：你们就是我的生命。因为有了你们我才有前进的动力。我知道我已经变了，但是我不可能永远只是一个16岁的男孩，生活在继续。
然而，让我觉得难过的是没有人感受到，我为了做好音乐和收到尊重而付出的努力。我好累，Beliebers，我真的好累。
有些时候当没有人理解我的时候，我会哭。我们想到你们。因为我你们要忍受每一天。我开始怀疑让你们因为我觉得难过到底值不值得。我知道你们有时候会因为我哭泣。我知道当你们看不到我的时候、不能站在我身后的时候、不能也给我一个拥抱的时候你们会难过，但是相信我，我也和你们一样。我多么希望有一个机会能让我和你们共度一个下午，但是我不能。相信我这真的让我心痛。
你们为我付出了很多，是因为你们我才能赢得奖项，才能开演唱会，才能让我的音乐传遍世界。但是我又能给你们什么呢？我真的没有什么能为你们做的。你们说听完我的歌你们马上就会觉得心情好很多，但是真的是这样吗？我不敢相信了。音乐不能让所有的事都变好。只是听我的音乐是不够的。我知道你们需要和我在窝在沙发里看一部电影或者是谈谈所有让你们觉得难过的事。但是我不能为你们做这件事。我不能满足你们心里最大的愿望。我爱你们，Beliebers，听到你们难过真的让我快窒息了。
我每天都为了你们微笑，因为我知道你们希望看到我快乐的样子，但是在我的心里，其实我快死了。这段时间我犯了太多的错误，我好害怕我会迷失自己。对不起，对于发生的每一件事我都觉得很抱歉。对不起我不是完美的。我应该永远陪着你们因为你们值得。我不知道我到底怎么了。我只是觉得整个世界好像都讨厌Justin Bieber. 或许我需要休息一下吧，停下手中的工作，只是为你们付出，像这样过一段时间。环游世界去到你们的家里给你们惊喜，让你们真的觉得快乐。我的眼泪我的生活是你们的眼泪的原因。我知道这段时间的我让你们觉得心痛，但是生活好难。我没有给自己的时间，也没有给你们的时间。我不能在推特上给你们回复很多。我们之间好像越来越远了，虽然承认这一点让我心碎，但是我真的是这样觉得的。这不是你们的错，全是我的错。是不是我所有的决定，所有的选择，甚至所有的想法都是错的。我总是想向你们传递正能量，但是我现在不是一个好榜样了。别人告诉我无论在任何场合都要微笑，但是其实在场下，第一个觉得失落，悄悄哭泣的人是我。

hi... i know in these days i'm not the happiest boy in the world but it's me, your Justin.
I'm a bit scared and worried to write to you now, with all the things that have happened in these months, but, anyway, I will. Since the Believe tour started its like if the world had collapsed on me. There have been so many events that bhrought me down. when i've got drug,girls, do you remember it well? My birthday, which was a disaster,do you remember it well? The death of Avalanna you remember well? When I was sick on stage,do you remember it well? Please, delete my mistakes and these bad memories. Just remember one thing: you are my life, and that is why I go along, just for you. I know I've changed, but I also know that I can't stay a sixteen year old boy forever. Life goes on.
What makes me feel bad, however, is that no one is aware of the efforts that I'm doing to make good music and to be finally respected. I'm tired, beliebers,i'm so tired.
Sometimes, when no one can hear me, I cry. I think of you, you have to endure every day because of me, and I wonder whether its worthwhile to make you feel bad for me. I know that you cry because of me sometimes. I know you're sad when you can't see me, stand beside me, hug me ... believe me, it's the same for me. I wish I had the time and opportunity to spend an afternoon with each of you, but I can't. And trust me when I tell you that it hurts.
You do a lot for me, every day.you allow me to win prizes, to concerts, to get anywhere my music ... and I what I give you in return? I can't seem to do much for you. You say you listen to my music and you feel immediately better, but I don't believe you forever. Music can't always fix everything. Record my voice and let you all listen isn't enough. To you, to feel good, i know that you need to spend an afternoon with me on the couch, watching a movie embraced and talk about everything that makes you feel bad. But I can't give you this. I can't fulfill this wish that you carry in your heart. I love you, beliebers, and it kills me to know that you are sick. You know you're bad for me, then ... The other night, to Billboard, I know that you haven't shown the vitality that distinguishes me. I smile every day for you, because I know that you want to see me happy, but inside, believe me, I'm dying. I made so many mistakes in this period, perhaps too many, and I'm afraid of getting lost ... sorry for everything, sorry if I'm not perfect, I should be for you because you deserve it. I do not know what's happening to me, I just know that its like if the whole world hates Justin Bieber. Maybe I really need to take a break, stop working and devote myself for a while 'only to you. I'd like to go around the world to come into your home and make you many surprises, make you happy at last for real ... My tears, my life, are your tears. I know you are pained to see how I'm at this moment, but life is so hard. I don't have time for me, for you, i can't connect on twitter to respond much more ... we are moving away, my beliebers. It breaks my heart to say it, but its like this. Its not your fault. It 's all my fault. When I think I do the right thing instead I always inexcusable mistakes. I'm choosing the wrong company, wrong actions, perhaps even the ideals wrong ... I've always tried to convey something, but now I don't feel an example for you anymore. I've always told to smile in any situation, and instead lately are the first one who gets depressed and cries himself.
I ask you to help me, beliebers. I do not know who I am anymore, I'm losing myself. I'm losing Kidrauhl. Since when Kidrauhl needs to take off his shirt to feel loved by his fans? Since when Kidrauhl goes around with pants that have a horse at the knees? Since when Kidrauhl smiles so little to meet & greet, when he meets his reasons for living? Since when Kidrauhl dodges fans, and walk among them with his head down? Since when Kidrauhl salt on a stage without his classic smile? Since when Kidrauhl feels wrong on stage?
My loves, I'm afraid. So I need you ... I'm afraid of losing myself and not finding the way back.i've changed, even if you claim not to. You are here, support me, and every day that challenged the world yells at you because I've changed. Before everyone saw an innocent kid who loved making music, but now what do the world see? One boy smoking, one arrogant pissed off that goes around bare-chested and is filled with tattoos ... and the worst is that I have made this image created by himself, without help from anyone.
You know that i'm not like this , right? You know that in reality in my face still lurks Kidrauhl's smile, right? You know that I have never forgotten our Common Denominator, right? You know that for me you are still the most indelible tattoos with which I covered myself, right? Please tell me that its like this ...
I love you, Beliebers, and I ask you not to leave me, now or ever. I need you, you have no idea how much I need to feel your closeness ... please, help me to find the Kidrauhl which you are in love. i'm so sorry

Yours forever,
Justin.

这是Justin写的

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