Question

求大神翻译成英语。不要用软件。谢了。

父亲最后一次讲这个故事是1988年冬天，在医院的病床上，也只有我和父亲，我怀疑这个故事父亲只对我一个人讲过。这次父亲讲到朱麻子送他低着头只管往路上走时，用了他家乡的方言“啃着头往前垒”，讲到“过了河”时，竟然哽咽了。我忽然想到朱麻子为什么一定要送父亲“过了河”，是不是怕父亲有轻生的念头，而父亲为什么每次讲到“过了河”就停顿了，那时刻父亲是不是真的动过轻生的念头，因为那之前不久，有一个叔叔投河“自杀”了。父亲那时病重，我没有和他确认这件事，但我心里认定，父亲和朱麻子的交情是过过命的。
父亲在1969年大年三十“过了河”，却终于没有走过1988年那个冬天。一个灰蒙蒙又阴沉沉的早晨，我满怀唤不回父亲的绝望，向病房的窗外望去，看到的是枯干的树枝刻在昏黄的天空上。
这个记忆，穿过了四十年的岁月，至今依然流向那片土地和那条河。

Answer 1

The last time my father told this story in the winter of 1988, in a hospital bed, only me and my father, I suspect that the story of my father only told me. The father says Zhu Mazi sent him to lower the head although walking on the road, with his hometown dialect gnawing head forward barrier, spoke of "over the river", unexpectedly choked. I suddenly thought of Zhu Mazi why must send father "over the river", is not afraid of father have the idea of suicide and father why every time he told us "over the river" has been stalled, the moment when his father is not really had suicidal idea, because before that, soon a uncle touhe suicide of the. Father was ill, I didn't and he confirmed this matter, but in my heart of hearts I identified, father and Zhu Mazi friendship is too over the life of the.
Father in 1969 thirty "over the river", but finally did not go through the winter of 1988. A gray and cloudy in the morning, I am full of calls to the father of despair, hope to go to the hospital window, see is dry twigs engraved in the dusky sky.
This memory, through the forty years, still flows to the land and the river.
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亲你拿什么翻的。

追答

姐姐，你的给分奖励太低啦。如果不提高点都没人帮你解答的，吃力不讨好，付出与收入不成正比啊。你明白我的意思吗？