Question

英文好的来，帮我把这些中文翻译成英文。。

帮我把这封信翻译成英文，不要网上的在线翻译。
麻烦自己动手打些字，麻烦了，大谢。。
如下：

今天的酒这么甜，为什么会这么甜？
我只是还不愿意相信你现在变成这样的事实。
我深深沉浸于永无止尽的悲伤中，像迷了路的小孩
Fuck it the dawn shit.。
习惯性的借着酒劲给你打电话，我还在心动，因为你的声音。
你不说别的话，只有长长的沉默和想尽快挂我电话，真是寒心。
我现在恨你恨得真想像She's gone里的GD一样，你以为我跟你开玩笑吗？虽然我不可能那么做，只有对你的爱的才会让我这样。
你总是数落我，说我什么都不好，可是在你最落魄的时候是谁陪了你三年？
而你自己又做到了什么，你背叛我，欺骗我。
其他女人都很好，难道你不知道她们跟你在一起是为了什么吗？
既然我不好，那you gotta go，去找属于你的完美的人吧。
我已经撕碎了你在我面前露出的虚伪笑脸。
我已经销毁了心中对你的爱。
还以朋友的名义在你周围徘徊，我自己看都感觉自己傻瓜。
对你欲断不断，我看不起自己。
你想找我就找我，不想找我就让那个女人接电话，给我下马威？
我本来都不打算再和你联系的，但你要见我，我都同意了。
现在你却对我说了什么？没意思了？
你曾说过我是你的最爱，现在看来只不过是一时高兴说的假话而已。
真是他妈的寒心，我已经厌恶了你的反复无常。
you gotta go，你找你想要的人吧
我只是你暂时逗留的休息所，无数从你身边经过的人中的一个。
不好意思，你的消遣物现在生气了，那么也不会让你的感情生活太好过。
很好。看在以前的情分。我不再怪你了，就当你根本就没存在过这世上。
你喜欢的，我也喜欢，你喜欢那些女人也行。
但是让我做完最后一件事吧。
然后希望以后我们不要再有交集。
否则我会控制不住把你带到一个只属于我们两个人的地方，然后，你哪儿都别想去。

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Today, the wine so sweet, why be so sweet?
I just still do not want to believe you now become fact.
I am deeply immersed in endless grief, like a child lost his way
Fuck it the dawn shit..
Customary to call you by Jiu Jin, I'm still heart, because your voice.
You do not say anything else, there is only a long silence and want to hang call me as soon as possible, really chilling.
I really hate you hate to imagine where the GD She's gone, like, do you think I told you kidding? Although I can not do that, only your love will let me.
You always reprove me that I do bad, but when you come down who is most to accompany you for three years?
And what do you and you betrayed me, cheat me.
Other women are very good, do not you know they are with you for anything?
Now that I'm bad, that you gotta go, find your own perfect someone.
I've torn your hypocrisy exposed in front of me smiling.
I have destroyed the hearts of your love.
Also the name of a friend you wander around, I see all feel a fool.
Yuduan you constantly, I despise myself.
You looking for me to find me, do not let that woman looking for my phone, I played rough?
I was not going to get back to you, but you have to see me, I agreed.
Now you tells me that what? Boring?
You said I'm your favorite, now seems just a whim just to say lies.
Chilling really fuck, I hate your capricious.
you gotta go, you find the person you want it
I'm just resting a temporary stay, and countless people who pass you by one.
Sorry, your anger is now recreational property, then make your love life is not good too.
Good. Look in the previous mutual affection. I do not blame you, for if you never existed in this world.
You like, I like, do you like those women is required.
But the last thing I finished it.
And then hope that we should not have common ground.
Otherwise I will not control belongs to you to a place where the two of us, then, you do not want to go anywhere.
给分吧