Question

请英语达人帮忙翻译一段话（英译中）

I had this realization that no one would wave a magic wand and turn me into what i thought i could be .So I would have to proscribe every single aspect of my career,from my logo to the clothes that I wear. I relized that it was that vulgar and you had to spell things out that much.
主要是最后一句的意思，前面的是帮助理解语境。

Answer 1

我意识到没有人可以回这魔法棒把握变成我希望的人。所以我不得不拒绝每一个有关我的事业的简单的方面，从我穿的衣服的商标。我意识到这有多么粗俗，你不得不把它解释得很详细

大概就是这意思....我只能翻译到这层次了
理解还是靠你自己

GOOD LUCK~

Answer 2

我意识到这是多么粗俗，而且还必须吃力地读出这么多。。。=。=！！
下面的句子呢？也给出来看看。
我觉得跟上文联系其实不太紧密