Question

帮忙翻译一下这封信~谢谢了~~

你马上就要走了，虽然很多话说过很多遍，但还是想给你这封信。其实从一开始我就觉得有些话说不说、有些事做不做对我们的结果是不会有任何改变的，你明白么？所以我认为做与不做你的女朋友并不重要，还不如在心里。我不是喜欢表达感情自己的人，事实上，我也不怎么真正了解自己的想法，可能是长时间被人控制的原因~呵呵~
认识你真的很奇特，真的是上帝赐予我们彼此的礼物~你是第一个送我水晶球的人，你知道那里有我的咒语~还有我们的旅行，为了让你有个难忘的旅行我绝对尽心尽力了，我怕自己出现错误而影响你的心情和我们的行程，我不在意当中发生的任何不愉快的事情，因为它就像我的孩子，有再多不完美始终喜欢它~
我认为现在说这些可能都没有意义了，也在犹豫该不该跟你说这些话。很早以前你说想让我做你女朋友，当时的我不能相信你，虽然我也喜欢你。跟你在一起像是在赌博，我不喜欢，你说我的决定对你不公平，但你可知它同样对我也不公平~决定和你在一起太冒险了~因为你的不定因素太多了。虽然我说过只有时间能证明一切，但其实我不喜欢这句话。
你说你想说“yes”那我我也告诉你只要你想我也会等着你，只要你想。
话说得很混乱，因为现在的心情是这样的，不希望能改变什么只希望你能了解~
请不要用翻译机~谢谢~我不想要麻木的话~谢谢
谢谢大家了~本人英语也有限~尤其是写作上...

Answer 1

you will depart immediately. I still want to send you this letter although many things was repeated many times. from the very beginning, I think nothing will change between us whether I say something or do something. Can you understand me? So I think whether be your girlfriend or not is not important. I prefer to keep feeling in heart. I’m not that type of person who always willing to express feelings. In fact, I’m not so sure about myself either. Maybe I was controlled by other for too long time, haha~~
For us, To know each other is a present given by god. You are the first person giving me a crystal ball and you know there is my curse(?) I also tried my best to make unforgettable tour for you. I was worry about that anything bad would destroy our mood.
I don’t care anything unpleasant during the tour because it is like our baby. we will always like it whether it is perfect or not .
May be it’s meaningless to write this letter and I’m still hesitate to tell you this. You said you want me to be your girlfriend long time ago. I cannot trust you at that time although I actually like you. To be with you is like a gambling which I always don’t like. You said my decision is not fair to you. But do you know it’s also not fair to myself? To be with you is too risky because there are too many unstable factors. Although I did say that time can prove everything but I don’t like this sentence in heart.
你说你想说“yes”那我我也告诉你只要你想我也会等着你，只要你想。(?)
the letter is a messy because it is exactly the expression of my mood right now. I don’t want to change anything but only want you to know this.

Answer 2

太复杂了，水平有限

Answer 3

you will depart immediately. I still want to send you this letter although many things was repeated many times. from the very beginning, I think nothing will change between us whether I say something or do something. Can you understand me? So I think whether be your girlfriend or not is not important. I prefer to keep feeling in heart. I’m not that type of person who always willing to express feelings. In fact, I’m not so sure about myself either. Maybe I was controlled by other for too long time, haha~~
For us, To know each other is a present given by god. You are the first person giving me a crystal ball and you know there is my curse(?) I also tried my best to make unforgettable tour for you. I was worry about that anything bad would destroy our mood.
I don’t care anything unpleasant during the tour because it is like our baby. we will always like it whether it is perfect or not .
May be it’s meaningless to write this letter and I’m still hesitate to tell you this. You said you want me to be your girlfriend long time ago. I cannot trust you at that time although I actually like you. To be with you is like a gambling which I always don’t like. You said my decision is not fair to you. But do you know it’s also not fair to myself? To be with you is too risky because there are too many unstable factors. Although I did say that time can prove everything but I don’t like this sentence in heart.

Answer 4

You have to leave immediately, although many said many times, but still would like to give you this letter. In fact, from the beginning, I think that some words do not, and some things we have to do something right is not the result of any change, you know? So I think the do's and don'ts of your girlfriend is not important, if not in their hearts. I do not like to express their feelings of the people, in fact, I do not really understand how their mind may be a long time was the control of the Ha ha ~ ~
You really know very peculiar, it is really God for giving us the gift to each other is the first one you gave me a crystal ball, you know where any of my spell we have to travel, in order to let you have a memorable travel I absolutely best, I might make mistakes and affect your mood and we the trip, I do not really care about what happens in any untoward incident, because it is like my child, not a more perfect always liked it ~
I think that these may be no meaningful, it also should not hesitate to tell you so. A long time ago, you said you wanted me to do a girlfriend, then I can not believe you, I love you. Together with you like in gambling, I do not like it, you say my decision is not fair to you, but you also know it is not fair for me to decide together, and you have to be too risky because of the uncertainties you too much. Although I have said that only time will prove everything, but I do not like this sentence.
You said you wanted to say "yes" then I tell you I have as long as you think I will waiting for you, if you want to.
All very confusing, because the feeling is that not only want to change what you want to know

Answer 5

You had to walk immediately, although very many speeches have said very many, but or wanted to give you this letter. Actually from as soon as starts me to think some speeches did say, some matters do do to our result are cannot have any change, you understand? Therefore I thought does with is not you the girlfriend not to be certainly unimportant, but also is inferior to in the heart. I am not like expressing the sentiment person, in fact, did I not how truly understand own idea, possibly are the long time reason ~ ha-ha ~ which is controlled by the person
Knew you very are really unusual, really is God grants us each other gift ~ you is first delivers me the water 晶球 person, you knew there has my incantation ~ also to have our travel, in order to let you unforgettablily have to travel I absolutely to do one's best, I feared oneself appeared wrong affects your mood and our travelling schedule middle, I paid no attention any not happy matter which occurred, because it liked me the child, had many not perfect throughout likes its ~ again
I thought the present said these possibly all did not have the significance, also should say these speeches in the hesitation with you. Very early before you said wants to let me be your girlfriend, then I could not believe you, although I also liked you. Is together is gambling with you in the picture, I do not like, you said my decision is unfair to you, but you might know it similarly and you in too have take riskn together to my unfair ~ decision ~ because you did not decide the factor too to be many. Although I had said only has the time to be able to prove all, but actually I do not like this speech.
You said you want to say "yes" that my I also tell you so long as you thought I also can wait for you, so long as you thought.
The speech said very much chaotic, because the present mood is such, did not hope can change any only to hope you can understand ~