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everythings like fuckin messed up n i m like an idiot. yea i m too vulnerable to see your face your thoughts your emotion and the consequence. not facing with it coz i thought all i needed was time.

on the day you left me behind, i started trying to recover to cure to forget. oh shit i thought i did so fuckin well. and then with fluke and reluctation i left, like a stupid loser.

i thought i needed sometime to fix everything up and at the next time i meet you i will be fuckin confident elegant. and now after 1 month or so i think well maybe its time to get out of my stupid escape coz i need to be courageous i need to have new life ahead.

yea i started filming all our memory our conversation and everythings in between, why the hell sadness all streams towards me. yea we both own these but have you ever cared. yea i can loose my hand but i cant just let it go. whereby can you do this to me, without implication, without discussion, without apology and you said you didnt know what to say.

oh ok. i should have got used to your bloodless reaction. you yourself always occupy the top position in your mind. i thought i've put all these in nice order but when i unveiled it i just couldnt help depressing.

Answer 1

everythings like fuckin messed up n i m like an idiot. yea i m too vulnerable to see your face your thoughts your emotion and the consequence. not facing with it coz i thought all i needed was time.
一切都是一团糟，我像个白痴一样。哎，我太脆弱，不敢看你的脸，不敢去想你的思想，你的情感，不敢面对后果。不去面对，是因为我需要时间。
on the day you left me behind, i started trying to recover to cure to forget. oh shit i thought i did so fuckin well. and then with fluke and reluctation i left, like a stupid loser.
你离我而去的那一天，我开始努力疗伤，遗忘，切，我以为我做得很好
然后，带着委屈和不情愿，我想个傻瓜一样的失败者离开了。
thought i needed sometime to fix everything up and at the next time i meet you i will be fuckin confident elegant. and now after 1 month or so i think well maybe its time to get out of my stupid escape coz i need to be courageous i need to have new life ahead.
我想，我是需要时间来修整自己，为的是下次与你相见的时候，我会表现得自信而优雅。一个月后，我想，使该从这愚蠢中逃离出来的时候了，因为，我需要勇气，需要继续新的生活。
yea i started filming all our memory our conversation and everythings in between, why the hell sadness all streams towards me. yea we both own these but have you ever cared. yea i can loose my hand but i cant just let it go. whereby can you do this to me, without implication, without discussion, without apology and you said you didnt know what to say
是的，我大脑像过电影似的，回忆起我们的所有记忆，我们间的每一次谈话。为什么心中会涌起无尽的忧伤，这一切使我们共同拥有的，但是，你可曾在意过？是的，我可以放手，但我不能就这样你怎可以没有一点暗示，没有商量，没有道歉。你说不知该说什么

oh ok. i should have got used to your bloodless reaction. you yourself always occupy the top position in your mind. i thought i've put all these in nice order but when i unveiled it i just couldnt help depressing
好的，我应该早就习惯了你的冷酷无情，你一直是把自己放在第一位。我以为一切都已过去，可还是忍不住忧伤

Answer 2

everythings像fuckin messed了稔像白痴。推倒的IM太容易看到你的脸你的想法你的情绪和后果。不面对它正版游戏，我以为我需要的是时间。

就一天你离开我的背后，我开始尝试收回治愈忘记。哦shit的，我以为我这样做fuckin好。然后与福禄克和reluctation我离开了，就像一个愚蠢的输家。

我想我需要一段时间来解决一切，并于下一次我和大家见面，我会fuckin自信优雅。现在经过1个月左右，我觉得好，也许它的时候走出来，我笨逃生正版游戏，我需要勇气，我需要有新的生活。

记得我开始拍摄，所有我们的记忆中，我们的谈话和everythings在这两者之间，所以地狱悲伤所有溪流对我本人的。推倒的，我们都拥有这些，但你的照顾。推倒的，我可以松脱我的手，但我斜面只是让它去。让你能这样对我，没有暗示，如果没有讨论，但无道歉和你说你的didn't知道该说些什么。

哦，好。我应该习惯了你的不流血的反应。你自己也始终占据领先地位，您的想法。我以为我已经把所有的这些在尼斯秩序，而且当我推出了它，我只是couldnt帮助沮丧。
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Answer 3

everythings like fuckin messed up n i m like an idiot. yea i m too vulnerable to see your face your thoughts your emotion and the consequence. not facing with it coz i thought all i needed was time.
一切都完了,我觉得自己就像个白痴!我太急于见到你,了解你以及我们以后会怎么发展.可..我根本不敢面对,我想...我们需要的只是时间.

on the day you left me behind, i started trying to recover to cure to forget. oh shit i thought i did so fuckin well. and then with fluke and reluctation i left, like a stupid loser.
就在你离开我的那段时间里,我曾试着遗忘,试着从伤痛中恢复过来,可是..老天!我以为我都能做到,我强迫自己放开你,可我却是一个感情的失败者!
i thought i needed sometime to fix everything up and at the next time i meet you i will be fuckin confident elegant. and now after 1 month or so i think well maybe its time to get out of my stupid escape coz i need to be courageous i need to have new life ahead.
我以为时间可以治愈一切,当我再次见到你时我会重拾那该死的自信.可是现在一个月都已经过去了，我也觉得不能再愚蠢的逃避问题了,因为我应该充满勇气去面对新的生活.

yea i started filming all our memory our conversation and everythings in between, why the hell sadness all streams towards me. yea we both own these but have you ever cared. yea i can loose my hand but i cant just let it go. whereby can you do this to me, without implication, without discussion, without apology and you said you didnt know what to say.
现在我脑海中像放电影似的回想着我们过去美好的日子,我们的交谈..那过去的一切,为什么我会觉得如此痛苦.这是义愤我们共同经营的感情,可是你是否在意过呢.我也一样可以松手放你走,可我不会,而你却在我毫不知情的情况下这样对我,更过分的是你连一句道歉都没有,还说什么不知道能怎么办!

oh ok. i should have got used to your bloodless reaction. you yourself always occupy the top position in your mind. i thought i've put all these in nice order but when i unveiled it i just couldnt help depressing.
好吧,我也应该适应你的冷酷无情.你只爱你自己,我曾经还以为我能改变你,现在我也只有伤心而已... ...