Question

求这段话的英文翻译。

对不起，这么长时间没有理你，我并非不想理，只是违心的告诉自己要面子，你的一举一动我都看在眼里记在心里。对不起原谅我只是没有勇气去向你道歉，或许是我太过任性让你心累了，不管你怎么说怎么看待，我都向真心向你说句对不起，我以后不会再这样任性了。

Answer 1

sorry for ignoring you for such a long time. it's not me do not want to. i lie to myself to be proud, but i've been notice your for every move, and bare in my mind. i'm sorry. please forgive my weakness for lacking courage to apologize to you. maybe it's my willfulness that makes you tired. but no matter what you're gonna say and how you're gonna treat me, i'd like to say, i'm really sorry,and i won't be that willful any more.

Answer 2

I am so regret of ingoring you for such a long time. It wasn't that I had no such desire, it's my self-respect betrayed my heart. Every moves you made was caught in my eyes and imprinted in my mind. Pardon me for lack of courage to beg for your forgivness. Maybe it's my wild character makes you tired of. No matter what and how you will think, I would still say it sincerely deep from heart, I am so sorry. Belive me I will never ever hurt you again.