Question

求英语大神帮忙翻译一下这一段话

曾经我一度以为这就是我的青春。一个随意 自由的生活。可渐渐的，我发现我错了。我的父母对我越来越失望。我离他们所期待的样子也越来越远。从一些事情中。我知道了责任，我需要对自己，对家人负责。我自己做了一些改变，我不再像以前那样挥霍着我自己的青春。不负众望，我考上了大学。经历过高考后，进入了大学。这让我一下子放松了我自己，我又开始虚度了我的生活，天天无所事事。我越来越空虚，我意识到这样虚度生活带来的是未来的失败。我开始充实我自己，参加课外活动，去学习一些感兴趣的东西来充实我自己，这也是我今天站在这里的原因。
青春不是为所欲为，青春是一个改善自己，充实自己的过程。在此，我希望在场的每一个人都能意识到这一点。好好把握现在的时光，给自己创造一个美好的未来。谢谢大家。 （请大神们自己翻译，不要用软件，真心谢谢大家了，很需要这一段稿子）！！！

Answer 1

I used to think that's my youth: an arbitrary and free life. Later on, I found myself wrong. Parents went disappointed upon me, for I had gone far away from their expectation. From little by little, I got the idea of responsibility. I began to know that I'm reponsible for me myself and for my parents. I took changes then, and never squandered time any more. I lived up to their expectations and went to college. Entrance to college relaxed me, and I, again, started wasting time and idling about. I felt perplexed, hollow at heart. Again, realization awaked me from such failure. I hanged out for activities, studies, and hobbies; and that's why I'm here today.
Youth is not a time for desires, but a stage for self-perfection. Right here, I hope that each one of you catch this point. Grasp the precious time now to create a better future for yourself. Thanks for listening.

Answer 2

您要翻译的是不是：baidutranslateI once thought that this is my youth. A free life. But gradually, I found that I was wrong. My parents is disappointed with me more and more. I leave them to look like is more and more far. From some of the things. I know the responsibility, I need to be on their own, responsible for the family. I made some change by myself, I no longer like before wasting my youth. Deliver the goods, I was admitted to a university. Experienced the college entrance examination, enter university. This let me suddenly relax myself, I began to waste my life, have nothing to do every day. I more and more emptiness, I realized that so wasted lives is the failure in the future. I began to enrich myself, to participate in the extracurricular activities, to learn some interesting things to enrich myself, this is also I stand here today. It is not do as one pleases, youth is a improve themselves, to enrich their own process of. Here, I hope everyone can realize it. Take advantage of the present time, to create a better future. Thank you.