Question

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I was not about to be mean to him, and yet again I state this is Muse we are talking about. I suppose no concert is worth him hurting, but I did not do anything wrong and if I said no now I would come off as well wrong.
With that notion in her mind, she was able to deny all accusations of an illicit relationship

Answer 1

我本来不想伤害他，我一遍又一遍的告诉我自己，我们在自我陶醉。我想，也许任何的认可都比不上我伤他有多深，不过我没做错而且如果我现在说不我照样会犯错。 这种想法使她否决了所有的质疑他们之间非比寻常的关系的肯定。

Answer 2

我不是想要对他态度恶略，可是不论怎样我们正在讨论的是 Muse。我猜想没有想要伤害他的合作，但是我没有做任何错事，所以如果我现在说“不”，我就会看起来像是错了。
有了这样的一个想法在她的头脑里，她能够否认所有关于不正当关系的指控