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帮我把这段翻译成英文，请在一些地方带点诗意，不过要通俗易懂，不要用太复杂的词汇和句式（不要翻译机的

春花，秋叶，冬雪，现在便是夏至
我时常问我自己，我想做什么，我能做什么，但是下一刻，我便忘记了，因为我所有的幸福和梦想都是源自于一个模式下的行走，当一个婴儿出生，他的肤骨稚嫩，但是他的拳头能握的很紧，虽然他牙齿不全，但是声音却很响亮，但是相比于他，我做不到，所有的事情就像湖水中的月亮，一个石头扔进去，就全部都不见了，活着的时候，我看不到我的内心，我知道我的所有的都是和他人学习来的，快乐的方式，消极的理由，包括我自己对别人来说也是被定义的角色，我渐渐不知道从生到死是不是仅仅为了活着，体验所有的已经知道的感情，走已经被一遍一遍走过的道路。
死亡来的很快，也许就是下一秒，我很想知道我是什么，是谁。我的意义，不是因为工作娱乐得来的暂时的快乐和悲伤，而是我的内心，它说什么，在短短的一生当中我仅仅是为了寻找才活着，学习世界无常变化的真理，学习放下的真理，了解什么是真正的智慧而不是用聪明来解释世界，包括每一个人，我在死亡之前，想要变回一个赤子，从此不再恐惧逃避任何事物，与勇气，主动，宽容，喜悦，平和相伴，然后将它们传播给每个人，活着不再痛苦的理由，不因为苦痛才理解快乐，因为快乐却不敢前进，反复在情绪当中。去成为一个觉者（醒悟的人），一生当中，将自己的心变成水中月，任何突然到来的事物，不再无知的喜怒哀乐，生死何妨，即便下一秒死亡到来，也可放下往生，随时绽放生命之花，喜悦平静的力量。
这个便是在我死亡之前想要做到的事情，一颗樱花树，一个静定的人。

Answer 1

Spring bloom, autumn leaves, winter snow, and now is summer solstice
I sometimes asks myself, what do I want to do, what can I do, but the next moment, i just forget, because all my happiness and dreams all came from one source, when a baby is born, his skin and bones are brittle, but his fist are closed tight, even thought his teeth are not complete, but his voice is clear, but compared to him, i can't do that, all things are like the moon on the surface of the lake, throw one rock in, all of it are gone, when I was alive, i can not see my inner thoughts, I know all my knowledge came from studying from others, method of happiness, reasons to be negative, including myself, are defined by fate in the eye of others, I slowly forget that from birth to death is not only about living, experiencing emotions that are already known, walking down a road that has been walked many times.
Death came quick, perhaps its the next second, I really want to known what I am, who I am. My purpose, is not the temporary happiness and sadness from entertainment and work, but my inner self, what its saying, in my short life, I live to find, learn about the truth behind all the changes, study the forgotten truth, knowing what is the true wisdom and not using smartness expressing the world, including everyone, before I die, i want to return being pure, and then not fearing nor escaping anything, with bravery, action, accepting, attitude, peaceful interaction, spreading it to everyone, a reason to live pain-free, and not because of pain to understand happiness, because happiness wont come directly, repeatedly over and over again in emotion. To become an Enlightened one, in his life time, let oneself's heart become the moon in the pond, any immediate events, not knowing your emotions, careless about life and death, even if death comes the next second, able to leave your life behind, leave the flower of life, the power of tranquility.
this is what I want to do before I die, a cherry tree, a calm person.

Answer 2

it is summer solstice now after i enjoy the blossom of spring,the yellow leaves in autumn and the snow in winter.
i always ask myself what i want to do and what i can do.but at the next time,i forget all the question because dream and hapiness are both from the same mould such as a baby born whose skin is brittle but fist hold fast,and his teeth is not enough but his sound is sound.and i know i cannot beat him.everything to me is just like the moon cast into the lake,if u drop a stone to it, the moon suddenly disappear.when u live, u cannot find yourself out.the way of happiness, the reason of negativuty and my feeling that i was also a character defined by others all acquire by others.i don't know whether my existenxe is merely to live,to feel the emotion i have known,to walk the road i have gone through time by time.
life is short and time is fast.i wanna know who i am and why i am here.i wanna find myself rather
than temporary joy and sorrow i get from the work. i find i live to seek something in my short life, which is the changable truth and leaning of it,which is the real intelligence rather than explain the world with your cleverness and that is not only for me but everyone.i wanna like a baby not afraid of everything,who spread the courage,motivation, forgiveness, joy, peace to people who will not be painful and go through the emotion range from one to another .to be a
man of awareness, make your feel like the moon in the water and u don't worry everything sudden happen to u even though u will die at the next second.live out yourself amazingly and feel the power of peace.
now the thing i like to do is to be a man like a calm cherry tree .