Question

英文翻译 口语化一点

别烦我，我需要时间整理下思绪，行吗？
我知道这段时间我很颓废，大家都不好过，但我需要时间让自己释怀。
我承认我让自己处在封闭状态，逃避所有的事情，是，我是胆小鬼，我害怕，但是我都不知道我在害怕什么，是害怕失败，害怕受伤，害怕被拒绝，有时候或许只是害怕做决定吧。
如果棋差一步怎么办，如果我做出的选择是个弥天大错怎么办，你知道最可怕的是什么吗，那就是不管我在害怕什么，有件事倒是一定的，就是等到了那种不去做这件事的痛苦比去面对这件事的恐惧还要糟糕的时候，我感觉自己像是被种痛苦生吞了一样。。。

Answer 1

Just leave me alone, I need some time to clear my head, OK?

I know I've been wasting myself for a long time,and everyone's been having a hard time,but I need time to let go of it.

I admit that I totally shut down myself inside,running away from everything like a coward,it just that...I'm scared.
But i don't even know what I'm afraid of,fear of failure,fear of pain,fear of rejection.
Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision.

Because,what if I'm wrong,what if I'm making a mistake that I can undo.
And you know what the scariest part is,that whatever it is I'm scared of,one thing holds ture.

That ,by the time the pain of not doing a thing gets worse than the fear of doing it.
I can feel that,like the horrible feelings eat me alive...

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你的比较靠谱 谢谢！

Answer 2

just leave me along,i need time to dear with my mind,is that ok？
i know i acting like a shit, everybody have been a hard time, but i need some time to release it .
i admit i make myself suffer in imperforation, escape from everything,yeah, i am a coward, i am afraid, but i dont even know what am i afraid of, afraid to failed,afraid to being hurt,afraid to being refused, maybe i am just afraid to make a choice,
what if i make a wrong decision.what if what i decided leading a huge mistake, do you konw what the wrost part is?it is the pain of not to doing this is more terrible than face the fear of this thing,i feel like i am being swallow of this pain

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非常感谢

Answer 3

Don't bother me, I need time to tidy up the thoughts and feelings, ok?

I know this time I was decadent, everybody is having a hard time, but I need some time to let go.

I admit that I let myself in close condition, to escape all things, yes, I am a coward, I'm afraid, but I don't know that I am in fear of what, is a fear of failure, fear of injury, afraid of being rejected, sometimes may be afraid to do decide.

If chess step between what to do, and if I make a choice to admit a mistake to do, you know the most terrible? What is it, that is no matter in what I fear, one thing is certain, is wait to that not to do it than to face the pain of this fear of worse time, I felt like I was kind of pain eaten the same...

But thing is always like it that God is coming with Evil. Criminals are often the terror of the ordinary people. The societies worry about it that they cause much trouble and violence to them. So they make laws to keep the society peaceful by setting up courts to sentence the Criminals to some kinds of punishments. For this reason, people are willing to have heroes rather than Criminals.

But as a matter of fact, people nowadays can 't tell one is hero or criminal. Many cases in which a civilized hero turned criminal for bribery or gambling have betrayed people' s common sense. Some with good degree have been rewarded by doing crimes continuously, and this is what people fear!

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But thing is always like it that God is coming with Evil. Criminals are often the terror of the ordinary people. The societies worry about it that they cause much trouble and violence to them。。。。。？？？？？
这是什么跟什么？

Answer 4

Don't bother me, I need time to tidy up the thoughts and feelings, ok?

I know this time I was decadent, everybody is having a hard time, but I need some time to let go.

I admit that I let myself in close condition, to escape all things, yes, I am a coward, I'm afraid, but I don't know that I am in fear of what, is a fear of failure, fear of injury, afraid of being rejected, sometimes may be afraid to do decide.

If chess step between what to do, and if I make a choice to admit a mistake to do, you know the most terrible? What is it, that is no matter in what I fear, one thing is certain, is wait to that not to do it than to face the pain of this fear of worse time, I felt like I was kind of pain eaten the same...
不是非常正确 。。。

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还是谢谢了