Question

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At first I had been reluctant to open letters and as she was sending one a week I had accumulated quite a stack in a few months time.

My therapist however thought it would be therapeudic if I wrote my feelings down. I've been seeing one now three times a week for about a month.

You've taken the blame for crazy stunts I've pulled

I've been robbing you of the life you deserve for far longer than that. I understand now that I want you to have everything I want for myself and by staying with me and protecting me you were giving up all of those things.

you deserve nothing but the finest things in life.

Answer 1

起初我很不愿意打开这几个月中她每个礼拜都寄来的被我积得有厚厚一沓的信。
但是我的心理医生觉得如果我把自己的想法记下来的话，会更有治疗效果。现在我每周三次看心理医生已经持续一个月了。
你为我的恶作剧背了黑锅。
我一直以来都在夺走你的生命，你应该拥有的生命比现在要长的多。我现在才知道，我希望你能拥有一切我自己会想要的东西。而你一直在我身边，保护我，这些东西我就都得到了，而你把它们全都放弃了。
你值得拥有生活中最美好的东西。

Answer 2

一开始我很不乐意打开信件，因为她每周给我发一封，我在几个月时间里积攒了厚厚一摞信。
但是我的治疗师认为，如果我把想法都写下来，会有一定的治疗效果。我现在每周看治疗师三次，已经一个月了。
我的玩笑开得太大，结果让你顶罪了。
我剥夺了你的生活，你本该有更多的时间享受它。我现在明白了，我希望你拥有每一样我想要的东西【是不是wanted 打错了？否则有点接不上】，但是在陪着我、保护我的过程中，你放弃了所有这些东西。
你就应该得到生活里最美好的东西。